User blog comment:Touchinos/“Our Father, Who Aren’t in Heaven” Discussion/@comment-3045936-20191213041657/@comment-108.36.76.116-20191214225332

I agree, forced to make a choice, Dean picked Sam the brother he reaised and has been through so much for, over a brother he'd barely met (the goul doesn't count --or does he in Dean's subconcious?), without hesitation. Based on what Dean said, and what he tried to do when with Adam, I think Dean did what he could. He did try to save Adam from Michael, Sam just happened to need more help, unable to walk; Adam was on his feet. He probably beat himself up ove not saving Adam too. Holding himself responsible for bad stuff, kind of his thing.

I don't think Dean could have asked for Adam to be saved when Chuck and Amara reconciled. He didn't even ask for Mary, or John. Dean expected the Universe to end and held the soul bomb. Seeing two ultimate beings in front of him, and it looking like the universe might NOT end; I think that was all he hoped for. When it looked like that would happen, he was very quiet, trying not to interfere, or be noticed. He didn't even ask for Chuck to save him from being a ticking bomb; Chuck just did it. If Chuck and Amara gave him what he wished silently, maybe he did wish for Adam saved too, but that was a no. Guess we will never know.